Feelings.

Yesterday. Tonight. Both sucked. Work is okay, because I don't have to think at all. It's nuts. But a song plays, or a thought crosses my mind, anything really and I drift off. Sucks. I want to talk to her. But I feel it might be best for us to just not talk. I want her to miss me, but I want her to be okay. I think I will be okay, but right now I want to be okay with her. I'm a pretty persistent person, and me not talking to her for 2 days is a big thing I think. Sounds lame, but it's how I feel. I dunno.... I'm going to give it some time and see how things go. Here's to the future.