Saturday!

Today is going good. Not working for once. Don't know how I lucked out there. I talked to her this morning and that always puts a smile on my face. Never fails.

I've been texting her so much lately I feel like I'm being annoying or something. Perhaps it's just a reaction from having my heart broken 6 months ago and feeling like no one wants to hear from me. Perhaps my confidence was wounded. It's like I need reassurance that people want to talk to me on a daily basis. Can't be healthy to think that way. But then again is waking up and having someone tell you they care about too much look for? I wouldn't think so. Either way, damaged or not, I think we feel the same way about each other and are just taking things day by day. I rushed into something before and well... it didn't turn out for the best. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want thinks to progress.

Enough babbling about my sappy 'love life'. No one reads this anyways. Tonight I will be attending the Eagle Drilling Services Christmas party. I was at the Equal Transport/Moose Mountain Mud one last night. It sucked, but I made an appearance which was probably a must. My brother was wasted. We stole a shit load of chicken wings at about Midnight and drove home. It was pretty amusing looking back. I'm hoping my friend will accompany me tonight so I don't have to go alone. Don't really have anyone else to bring that is actually realistic. Oh well, i'll just make sure my phone is charged for obvious reasons and do my best to be the only sober social person there. Proves to be tough sometimes, specially when most people are strangers, but that's life.

On another note. I really want to skate! I just want to be able to walk outside. Throw down my board. Push three times and pop an ollie onto a curb. Keep dreaming I guess....

I'm am really looking forward to going home for Christmas! I fly from Winnipeg to Toronto on the 25th. Spending a few days with my Dad's family in Stratford, ON. Flying back to Winnipeg on the 29th. My brother and I will then drive home that afternoon to be in Fort for hopefully a awesome party at our house. I'll be in Fort till the 3rd. Back out here on the 4th. I feel kinda like i'm being ripped off this year with a short holiday. Sounds bad, but I kinda just want to spend time in Fort. I don't really mean that, because seeing my cousins is long overdue. It's been about 2 years. However seeing her and my other friends is also very important. Well, It is what it is. I'll do my best to make the best of the time spent there. I just hope it doesn't fly by as fast as I think it will. Time will tell.

Until next time....