I've been so happy lately. I haven't really been blogging at all and that kinda bums me out. But at the same time if it's because i'm talking to 'her' that i'm not blogging... well let's just say that's a sacrifice i'm willing to make.
She makes me feel so happy. So.... content. So..... many things. I've always known her, but just recently in ways that i'd never known her before. I like what i'm finding. There are new surprises everyday. I don't even remember feeling this way before. I have no idea where this is headed, but that is not even the point. I guess the point is, is that I'm honest enough to admit I care and for not ashamed of how I feel. I really feel like i've come full circle. She treats me how i've always wanted to be treated. That isn't too much to ask, is it? Well who knows. What I do know is that i am happy for first time in over 5 months and i have her to thank. Whatever happens happens. I mean obviously, i'm hoping for the best. Getting hurt again would not be a best case scenario.
I think i'll close this out with a quote she showed me.
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You
believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe
And a picture of me. It's been a while. Rastafarian wanna-be me.
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