Sunday.

I should really get back to taking photos for this blog. That was the basic of it's conception. The main point of this whole thing has really drifted from that. I do not mind though. I like to think of this as an outlet for creativity and much more. I'm okay. I did however take some photos today. She inspired me to do so.

On another note, not working again today. Got a long day of driving tomorrow. Should be interesting. Oh well. 9 days until I reach Fort Frances. I'm not sure if i've even been this excited to go back there. That can only mean good things. I talked to her this morning. And even late last night. Conversation was great as per usual. I think knowing that we make each others day better is an amazing thing. Feeling so comfortable and at ease is a really refreshing thing. I feel like even I couldn't say something to dumb, and if you kn

ow me.... I say a lot of dumb stuff, haha. I won't get into this too much as i'm sure I say a lot of the same stuff each day. I cannot help that, which is kinda scary. Good though. V. Good.

And for the picture of the day. The long awaited one.....

"You're not alone. No matter how bad things seem."

Saturday!

Today is going good. Not working for once. Don't know how I lucked out there. I talked to her this morning and that always puts a smile on my face. Never fails.

I've been texting her so much lately I feel like I'm being annoying or something. Perhaps it's just a reaction from having my heart broken 6 months ago and feeling like no one wants to hear from me. Perhaps my confidence was wounded. It's like I need reassurance that people want to talk to me on a daily basis. Can't be healthy to think that way. But then again is waking up and having someone tell you they care about too much look for? I wouldn't think so. Either way, damaged or not, I think we feel the same way about each other and are just taking things day by day. I rushed into something before and well... it didn't turn out for the best. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want thinks to progress.

Enough babbling about my sappy 'love life'. No one reads this anyways. Tonight I will be attending the Eagle Drilling Services Christmas party. I was at the Equal Transport/Moose Mountain Mud one last night. It sucked, but I made an appearance which was probably a must. My brother was wasted. We stole a shit load of chicken wings at about Midnight and drove home. It was pretty amusing looking back. I'm hoping my friend will accompany me tonight so I don't have to go alone. Don't really have anyone else to bring that is actually realistic. Oh well, i'll just make sure my phone is charged for obvious reasons and do my best to be the only sober social person there. Proves to be tough sometimes, specially when most people are strangers, but that's life.

On another note. I really want to skate! I just want to be able to walk outside. Throw down my board. Push three times and pop an ollie onto a curb. Keep dreaming I guess....

I'm am really looking forward to going home for Christmas! I fly from Winnipeg to Toronto on the 25th. Spending a few days with my Dad's family in Stratford, ON. Flying back to Winnipeg on the 29th. My brother and I will then drive home that afternoon to be in Fort for hopefully a awesome party at our house. I'll be in Fort till the 3rd. Back out here on the 4th. I feel kinda like i'm being ripped off this year with a short holiday. Sounds bad, but I kinda just want to spend time in Fort. I don't really mean that, because seeing my cousins is long overdue. It's been about 2 years. However seeing her and my other friends is also very important. Well, It is what it is. I'll do my best to make the best of the time spent there. I just hope it doesn't fly by as fast as I think it will. Time will tell.

Until next time....

New things.

So I've finally received all my parcels in the mail and let me just say that it most definitely feels like Christmas around here. In case the -44 weather didn't already give me that tingly feeling.

I've been so happy lately. I haven't really been blogging at all and that kinda bums me out. But at the same time if it's because i'm talking to 'her' that i'm not blogging... well let's just say that's a sacrifice i'm willing to make.

She makes me feel so happy. So.... content. So..... many things. I've always known her, but just recently in ways that i'd never known her before. I like what i'm finding. There are new surprises everyday. I don't even remember feeling this way before. I have no idea where this is headed, but that is not even the point. I guess the point is, is that I'm honest enough to admit I care and for not ashamed of how I feel. I really feel like i've come full circle. She treats me how i've always wanted to be treated. That isn't too much to ask, is it? Well who knows. What I do know is that i am happy for first time in over 5 months and i have her to thank. Whatever happens happens. I mean obviously, i'm hoping for the best. Getting hurt again would not be a best case scenario.

I think i'll close this out with a quote she showed me.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You

believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe

And a picture of me. It's been a while. Rastafarian wanna-be me.

Just to clear things up...

That last post. It was not about my ex-girlfriend.

Haha. Sorry for any confusion.

What is going on?

I just wrote a poem. I've never written a poem. What is going on?....

I'd be lying if I said I didn't like it....

Long Time. No Update.

It's been a while since I've posted. I feel lame for having let that happen. However, I do let just that happen far too often. I tried the whole Tumblr thing for a while now and to be completely honest loved it at the start. I think once I started checking my 'Tumblrairity" rating it lost it's appeal. I began to think of it like some sort of content. For starters my life isn't interesting enough for random strangers to come across my non sense and 'like' it or follow my blog. I am happy with just sitting here typing my day to day shit and more less letting anyone or no one how I feel.

With that being said I had a very interesting weeken

d. Went to Winnipeg, and had a great time. Perhaps to good of a time. I got drunk... at a bar. This has never happened to me before. But as I said, I had a great time. Thanks to anyone and everyone who was out with us this weekend!

I've gotten some of my stuff in the mail that I've been ordering. The big CCS order. The Rhymesayer stuff, the ATM Click stuff, and even my 16GB MiniSD card for my new phone. I've yet to put my new trucks on my board as there is a s

hit load of snow here and just haven't even had time to skate the basement. Maybe I'll do that tonight. I should mention the griptape I ordered was short shipped and it is now on the way. The Vans shades I ordered were also different that what they looked like on the site. I'll post a photo of the ones I actually got at the bottom. Speaking o

f shades I actually have another pair on the way. These ones are a lot more expensive and actually kind of a collectors item. My roommates knows a guy in Manitoba who just happens to be an Okaley Sales Rep in Canada. So for 50% off the actual website price plus +GST and ship

ping I'm getting one of only 1000 pairs made Limited Edition Eric Koston Frogskin glasses. In Black/Grey Woodgrain. These shades are amazing! I cannot wait to hold them. :)

That is all for now. Hope to have more soon.