Monday, August 24, 2009

Life.

Today I feel good. Almost great. I have finally come to with a lot of the shit that has happened to or around me in the last few months. I realized many things. I'm not gonna get all sappy and write or every single feeling I have and why I choose to feel that way. I will say this. Things happen for a reason. People make mistakes. You learn from your mistakes. It is as it is. All those sayings that I once questioned have all come full circle. I may be 23 (in October) and living with my parents, working a shitty job, but for the first time in a while, I can say "I'm happy" and mean it. I can be completely selfish and not have to worry about others. I cannot change people, I can only choose to exist with them in or out of my life. Whatever the choice may be, choose to pick the one that helps you. Not the "right" thing to do or what someone tells you, just do what you know will benefit you. This is all pretty philosophical and what not. I'm clearly not getting specific but if anyone reads this and actually knows me, they may have a handle on what I'm talking about. I guess what I'm saying is, I'm great. If you were to ask me how I'm doing, I'd reply with "I'm great!" I have so many people in my life that truly care about me and where I'm headed I cannot thank them enough. Moving home has been a very grounding experience. I don't know where it's going to take me but I'm ready for anything. Since I've last made a serious post, things have changed. I got my Facebook back and have been steadily updating my photo albums on there. I don't really know why I used to go on it so much. I guess I wasn't all that "happy" in Winnipeg after all. Anyways... I'm still super busy. In the near future I have a job interview, lot's of stuff online to get done, as well as photoshop and editing footage. I have lots of skating planned for the week. I confirmed a Kenora trip today for this Wednesday, hopefully the weather is good. Umm.... kinda just lost my train of thought there.... No photos for a while, been filming more. Got some tricks today that I am really happy with. Park footy, but footy none the less. After everything that happened with my ACL and now my wrist I am lucky to just ride around on a board. Speaking of which i need a new one.... mine is done for. Some new skate shoes would be dandy too. I ordered some stuff off of The Berrics the other day, pretty stoked. More info to come soon on that. Well..... I that pretty much puts a wrap on this entry. Feeling good about things. I'm gonna be okay. I am okay. Until next time. Oh! True Blood was craaaaaaaazy tonight! That is all.

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